Relink

2010-03-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

Do you really can't feel that I care? Do you really feel that I don't care as much as last time? :( Please trust me, I really care for you as much as anyone else. Maybe I just don't express it out as much as last time. But I still care alot for you, maybe 'becuz I wanna protect myself from hurt.

2010-03-12T00:42:00.001+08:00

Back to normal again... in the end you are the one who take the first step. I really don't know if I really trust you or not, but I only know you care for me right after you hurt me. She asked you to help her carry books, you helped. I asked you to help me, yet you hesitate. What the hell you are trying to proof, seriously? You are holding me high at one moment and another you let me fall. Gerald Yong, I seriously hate what you are doing now. Please, don't act as if you care when you actually don't. I don't like you to treat me the same like other girls. I rather you treat me cold or we don't fucking talk at all. K, goodbye.

2010-03-10T21:57:00.001+08:00

I didn't choose for these to happen, I didn't choose myself to be involve in these. I didn't get to choose for everything. I thought you will understand, perhaps I was wrong all along. How could you understand how I feel? You are not me. We will no longer be the same like the past. I don't know how to bring myself to talk to you once more. I don't expect you will literally insult me.. I feel so dumb, really dumb. I feel like breaking down at that moment, but I didn't 'becuz I said I won't tears for guys anymore. So, everything you used to say are all empty words?

And it really hurts, its just that you don't realise...